4 Years!!

Today is the day that Tyrell and I were married 4 years ago! It doesn't seem like it was that long ago! We have learned that though marriage isn't easy all the time is it blissful! In those 4 years we have accomplished much! At one year we were sealed for time and all eternity in the Idaho Falls temple, which was great! It felt so good to finally know that if something happened we would have each other forever. At 1 1/2 years we welcomed our little Koen into the world and were overjoyed! We soon learned that parenting isn't always fun, but it is worth it! I am sure many of you have heard that before! Right before the 2 year mark we bought our first home, and still LOVE it! We have learned that homeownership is a big deal though. YOU have to take care of all the repairs and upkeep! This too has been worth it and it has been fun to see what the projects we have done to our home have made it look like! It looks so much better than when we bought it! It no longer smells like cat pee! Right around the same time we learned that it's okay not to make as much money as we used to so that I can spend more time being a mom! Which I love. Koen is a lot of work, but he is so darn cute and he reminds me just how much 2 year olds really know! Sometimes that is scary! As for the fourth year, today, we saw number 2's little heartbeat! That was wonderful! I have been so worried this time around because we have tried so long to get this baby! We found out finally after 2 fertility specialists and an herbal medicine doctor that I have PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome). This is why we have such a hard time having children! Koen truly is a miracle child, I didn't take anything and somehow managed to get pregnant with him. This time around we were not so lucky! After reaching the point we got pregnant with Koen at I started to get discouraged! Luckily the herbal doctor told be to take this herb and a few months later we are expecting! So needless to say I worry a lot, and we want this baby! We are truly blessed to be having a baby and to see that lovely heartbeat today! The due date is Jan. 29, 2009.